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Poem Alone In This World Essay Research

Poem: Alone In This World Essay, Research Paper


Alone in this world…. I am scared and sad


I have no where to go, where I am cared for


Alone in this world… I wonder alone


Through the dark and cold streets


I have no home to return to


NO Where do I belong


I long to have someone hold me and keep me safe from harm


I yearn to feel a gentle touch


Reach out and assure me that It’s all right


To be a friend and listen


To not judge or criticize


To not give me advice or cut me down


To not make me feel guilty


To not discourage me But to love me


For who I am and what I am


To accept me for me


And not want me to change


To make me feel better


To wipe away my tears


To look into my swollen eyes


To understand what I’m feeling and to make that feeling go away


To fill the long empty silences


No longer would I have to be alone


I want to fit in


I try so hard… but no matter how hard I try it doesn’t work


I move from place to place and act as I think others want me to act


I want to be a good person


But I need to be loved


I wonder if there is anyone who could ever love me for me


Who wouldn’t want me to change


Who would tell me that I’m a good person and that I deserve to be loved


To save me from drowning in this pool of depression and sorrow


To keep me away from self pity and heartache


I don’t know what’s wrong with me


What makes it so hard for anyone to love me


Do I push them away when I despretly try to clin

g to them


Or am I that terrifying that they run when they see me appear


Am I that stupid that I don’t know who I am


Or who I am suppose to be


I wish I could be in heaven with the one person I know loves me


He has to… because I pray


And he is suppose to love everyone no matter how filthy they are


Know matter how many people they’ve hurt


And no matter what’s wrong with them


But I know that I was put here for a purpose and that one day


God will use me


And maybe I will be able to help someone


Until then I will pray that someone will love me


Even if only for a minute


That they will really love me


Not because they want something


Or because they feel bad for me


But because they really do love me


Utterly


And want me to be happy


And their proud of me


For who I am


Not who they think I am


But for the truly evil, dirty, weak, awful person I am


Not because I appear to be nice and good


But because they know me


And because they like the little girl that they know


But for know I will try to hold on


To keep my grip


To try to keep from slipping and losing my place


Cause I don’t want to start over


To pretend to be strong


While I’m crying inside


To act happy


When my soul withers away


And to be a “good person” and to live each day to the fullest


But I know everyday I am alone


Everyday that I sit in the quiet


That everyday apart of me dies…..


Help me to survive!

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