Making Friends Essay, Research Paper
Making Friends
The process of making a friend is a very unique one. It
depends on the person one is trying to become friends with, it
depends on one’s gender, it depends on one’s age, but most
importantly it depends one’s personality. Every individual is
different and how they make friends differs just as greatly. The
way I make friends depends heavily on my personality. As an
introverted person, I tend to first meet potential friends through
what I call forced association. After the initial meeting, I
evaluate them and determine whether or not I think they should be
my friend. Bonding, specifically male bonding, follows and
acceptance is the final stage.
Before I can delve into the sometimes mysterious process of
becoming friends with someone, I have to divulge some personal
information. I am a great believer in personality typing: the
theory that a great majority of people fall into one personality
type or another. A complete analysis of my personality is not
within the scope of this essay, but suffice it to say that I am
very introverted. This does not mean I am anti-social, it merely
means that new and non-routine interaction with others taxes my
energy. The process of making a new friend is by definition a new
and non-routine interaction, therefore it is quite difficult for me
to initiate the process. This is where the concept of forced
interaction comes in. By forced interaction, I mean a situation
where another person and I are placed in an environment where we
have no choice but to interact with each other. The largest and
most important type of forced interaction for me is school, and
more specifically, classes. It is impossible to be completely
separate from other students in a class. Consequently, I met all
my best friends in school (of course, it was a place that I spent
most of my time so it is not a big surprise). Another type of
forced interaction comes when you meet a friend of one of your
friends. It would be extremely rude to not interact with someone
that your friend considered to be friend. That is the way that I
met a very close friend of mine and one who I will use as an
example of my friend-making process throughout this essay. His
name is Andres and I originally met him through another friend of
mine, Josh. We were all going to the same high school next year
(more forced association), so it was only natural for Josh to try
to have us all become friends. But I was not friends with Andres
when I first met him. I had to figure out who he was before that
could happen.
Evaluation has always been very important to me. I constantly
evaluate and re-evaluate myself, my friends, my schoolwork, and so
forth, almost to the point of obsession. I am ruthlessly self-
critical and it is only natural that this same criticism would
extend to those I consider my friends. Before I can become friends
with someone, I have to determine whether or not I want to be
friends with them. I have been told that this is an extremely
arrogant way of conducting relationships, but I find any other way
to be lacking. If one’s own needs in a relationship are not met
then it is impossible for them to fulfill other’s. The first step
in evaluation is the establishment of common ground. It is very
unlikely that I will become even casual friends with someone who I
have nothing in common with. The more important to me the
commonality is, the more likely I will desire to become close
friends with someone. One of the first things I look for is
intelligence. Part of my personality is the love of intelligence,
which means: doing things well in varying circumstances. A very
important part of a friendship for me is intellectual stimulation.
If it is missing, the friendship will invariably begin to wane. So
intelligence and knowledge are two things I look for almost
immediately in a new acquaintance. Andres possesses both of these
qualities and he possesses them in areas that we both find
interesting. Both of us have an aptitude for the sciences. This
contributed greatly to me finding him worthy to be my friend. But
knowledge and skills alone make a person boring, so I also look for
common personality traits. A love of humor is also necessary, as
is a low degree of
change to match their surroundings. I am extremely low in that
area as I tend to act the same in any situation. An actor would
have an extremely high degree of self-monitoring. I also look for
a certain callousness in potential friends. Someone who cannot
take or give criticism will not likely last long in a friendship
with me. Andres had all of these things to some degree or another,
so it was only inevitable that we spent more and more time
together.
After I get to know someone and I think we should become
friends, I try to spend as much time with them as possible. Mostly
for the purpose of bonding (the sharing of experiences) but also
for continued evaluation. The evaluation never really ends, it
just becomes easier as I get to know them better and better. But
if at any time, they fail to meet my standards for friendship, I
make it clear to them, either by direct confrontation or by
spending time with them less frequently. If change is not affected
then the friendship will fade away into either casual familiarity
or outright rejection. But the main purpose of bonding is to get
to know them as well as possible, and for them to get to know me as
well as possible. To this end, we will frequently go out to
movies, participate in after-school groups together, and basically
spend time together. This not only leads to a closer relationship,
it provides a set of common experiences we can both draw upon.
Andres and I (along with another very close friend) ate lunch
together at his house every day, went out to movies on the weekend
frequently and we all joined the Auditorium Tech group (responsible
for lights and sound for all school shows) at our school. Along
with being in the same magnet program (and consequently, many of
the same classes), these experiences enabled us to spend an
extremely large amount of time with each other. This getting to
know each other, or bonding, allowed us to cement our relationship.
Once that was accomplished, acceptance naturally followed.
Acceptance is always the goal for me when I start a
friendship. True acceptance for me only exists with my closest
friends, the friends who I think know me better than anyone else
(with the exception of my immediate family). Acceptance is the
time when I can truly be myself. It is when I can say what I mean
without having to worry about hurting people’s feelings or having
them think less of me. This is possible because after acceptance,
I know that most anything I say will not hurt my close friends and
vice versa. Acceptance is a nice break from the process of
becoming friends because it is where the evaluation is almost non-
existent. Unless something extraordinary changes, I will be
friends with that person for a very long time. But acceptance is
by no means easy to come by. It is unlikely that I will reach that
stage with more than a handful of friends in my lifetime. This is
in part due to my introversion. I concentrate more on depth in a
relationship than breadth. I prefer to have a small group of
friends that I have lengthy contact with as opposed to a large
group of friends who I do not know as well. Also, once I have
reached acceptance with a couple or a few friends, it is almost
impossible for me to reach it with any other friends. I only have
so much time to spend with people (less than other people because
I always provide ample opportunity for solitary activities) and I
do not want to split it up in too many ways. Therefore I prefer to
keep a few very close friends with whom I can share a deep and
meaningful relationship with.
Friends are one of the things that make life worth living.
Along with my family, they provide a support structure and a group
that I can share happiness with. Making friends has never been,
and never will be, an easy process for me. My personality could be
described as arrogant, abrasive, callous and territorial. These
attributes are usually not conducive to making friends. But I
could also be described as intelligent, genial, humorous,
insightful and supportive and hopefully that is how my close
friends would describe me. Although my process of making friends
is a long and arduous one, the end result far outweighs any risks
of rejection I may take.